I've been working on feeling incredibly overwhelmed. And my domesticity has taken a definite slow turn. I'm trying so hard there is just not enough time in the day. Tonight I did a halfway cleaning of the apartment. It's not really clean. Just picked up. And I bought a few groceries. And I will be studying until I die.
Mondays and Thursdays I work 8 hours and then I go to class for 4 1/2 hours. If you're counting, that is over 13 hours that I am gone (including drive time). Ug. It's fairly exhausting. I like school. I do not currently like my job. Preschoolers are insane. I think we had 19 on Friday.
I did manage to make some really good chicken on Wednesday despite being sick. I keep getting dizzy, I'm pretty sure it's not good. Anyway, I pounded chicken breasts out and then marinated them in Baja Chipotle sauce. Then I rolled them up with cream cheese and jalapenos. I had planned to wrap it in bacon but forgot. They were still delicious.
Tonight I'm making spaghetti. Noodles and Hunts sauce. Nothing complex. I can only do so much.
I still need to do dishes and straighten my hair so I don't have to deal with it for a few days. I just finished writing a mini-paper that my brain was definitely not up to writing. I took a nap and I'm still so tired. I wish I could hire a maid. The other day I did come home and the dishes were done, I was so happy I almost cried.
